Journey Of Love

A fresh look

2010-03-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

All this while, i have been thinking should or shouldn't i cut my hair short?
I've been keeping my hair long since i enter university,
and now, i have graduated from university for months...
and finally i decided to go for a hair cut..
at first i was not wanting to cut it until so short,
i thought to cut it until shoulder length,
but the hair stylist said,
then u will look not much different,
it is still long hair...
and i agree to cut it short..

I didn't know whether girls out there having the same kind feeling with me,
i need some courage of cutting it short,
maybe i m too used to long hair,
and suddenly u need to cut it until so short,
it's like a test for u,
if it isn't nice, u can just cry in the corner =)

I used to have my hair long because i need to sit for ballet exam,
after enrolling to secondary school, no choice, but i gotta cut my hair short,
can u imagine that it's really ugly.. >.<
after graduated from secondary school,
i so eager to keep my hair long,
days by days, it grows longer and i am getting comfort of long hair,
guys love to have a long hair girlfriends so that they are looking sweet and girlish...

well, i am not so regret to cut my hair short,
because i know my hair will grow long again,
and at least i did tried to cut it short,
but i really miss my long hair look... ^_^

P/S : for girls who wanna cut it short, i would say that it's hard to remain
a short hair, u have to blow your hair and we are not as expert as
the hair stylish, the way we blow our hair might not looking good....
(T-R-O-U-B-L-E-S-O-M-E)

P/s : please don't talk me that i am looking ugly with my short hair as u
will make me regret till die... @_@

2010-02-22T19:09:00.000-08:00

You can reach me by railway

You can reach me by railway
You can reach me on an airplane
You can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan
Cross the desert like an Arab man
I don`t care how you get here
Just get here if you can

You can reach me by sailboat
Climb a tree and swing rope to rope
Take a sled and slide down slope
Into these arms of mine
You can jump on a speed cote
Cross the border in a blaze of hope
I don`t care how you get here
Just get here if you can

There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get over
If I had the way
Surely you`d be closer
I need you closer
You can windsurf into my life
Take me up on a carpet ride
You can make it in a big balloon
But you`d better make it soon

You can reach me by caravan
Cross the desert like an Arab man
I don`t care how you get here
Just get here if you can
I don`t care
I need you right here right now right by my side
I don`t care how you get here
Just get here if you can

2010-02-03T20:36:00.000-08:00

原谅我就是这样的女生

Be thankful and be thoughtful

2010-01-11T21:38:00.000-08:00

Have you ever thought of

who's the one who really stand by you when you are down?

who's the one who really held his or her hands to you?

who's the one who really lent you his or her shoulder?

who's the one who really spending time listen to you?

He or she doing all this to you just because of

He or she treated you with a sincere heart

He or she doesn't want u to get unhappy

Sometimes,

we never appreciate all these small little things

you thought that they deserve to do it to you

but,

actually they don't

As a friend or as a lover,

They did it,

because they care about you

and

you are having a special place in their heart

It's not about how much fun you share together

but

how much hard time you can get through together

Year End Celebration

2010-01-05T08:19:00.000-08:00

Year End is just so so so busy of celebrations (Birthday, Christmas, New Year). Well, i did enjoyed my year end a lots. Having a week of holiday, free from working, everyday just hanging out with friends. I felt that i am celebrating Chinese New Year more. *winks* It's really a best time to meet up all of the friends, everyone came back for holidays, we have tons of fun. Having an early celebration of Christmas and Anniversary with my dearest dear, well, though it's a little bit early, but the atmosphere in Pavillion is just too nice! Nice decoration i should say, but we have chosen a bad place to have meals. (what a waste for that day!)

Next celebration would be a Christmas party at Rachel's house, well, we just chit chatting and eating at her house, but the most important thing on that night is "Exchanging of Christmas Presents". There are variety of presents, funny, cute and adorable i should say. Later then, when the night is not young anymore, ngek ngek, we started our snow war, we did have a white Christmas on that night!

The next celebration would be new year celebration. At first we really did nothing special, everyone gathers at my house playing card, monopoly, and watching TV. And, i got a silly thinking on my mind, i thought of going to PD to celebrate our new year. Even though just a small bunch of people get to make it, but it's still fun to see the fireworks, and some of them even making fun with drawing something and capturing photos.

Year 2009 just ended up few days ago, and here we stared our year 2010. I wish that everyone of us will be having a great year ahead. Most of my friends are going to work on this year, wishing everyone getting a good job and stay happy and healthy always. I'm not that greedy, i just wish to make three wishes.

Wishes 1 : I wish that ...
Wishes 2 : I wish that ...
Wishes 3 : I wish that ...

okay, That's all... *winks*

Christmas Time...

2009-12-22T17:23:00.000-08:00

Christmas
Isn't Christmas
till it happens in your heart

Somewhere deep inside you
Is my Christmas really start?
So give your heart to me
you discover when you do

There's Christmas
Really Christmas to you

在这个圣诞夜
有了你的出现
才懂得幸福的感觉
仿佛梦境实现
你的爱温柔而强烈

十二月圣诞夜
点燃爱情的浮现
多希望停住时间
在寒冷的季节
浪漫的夜
暖暖的街
和你拥抱
这一夜

I wish upon the star
Someday
I can have a white Christmas

B.L.I.S.S.F.U.L

2009-12-13T05:18:00.000-08:00

On the 6th of December, it was a big day for my friends (Alicia & Patrick). They are getting married on this day. So, me and Steve were asked to help out on the wedding day. We had a busy but wonderful weekend. <3>I get to know Alicia & Patrick during my internship. They are always a lovely couple for me. I am feeling so happy on the wedding day, feeling happy for them. The moment when Alicia "敬茶" to her dad, and her dad cried, i can't control my tears. It is so touching. The only daughter in the family grew up and get married, of course the dad will feel a bit complicated. The dad raises the daughter for so many years, and now, he gotta let go of his daughter to another guy. But, Alicia had found a good guy, so his dad would be happy too.

At the night, we are attending the wedding dinner at Flamingo hotel. The decoration of the hotel is nice and lovely. The wedding dinner is accompanied with Jazz band and harmonica performance, it was great! The greatest thing is when Patrick performs for Alicia, i bet Alicia feels touching at that moment.

The feeling of seeing my friend found her happiness and getting married is really touching and blissful. Wish that they are living happily ever after and get a cute baby soon. =)

2009-12-11T06:41:00.000-08:00

有的时候，
简简单单也未必是一件坏事

很多时候，
我复杂了别人的话，
也许那只是很单纯的意思，
可是我会不由自主想东想西的，
为什么？

很多时候，
我总是很怕别人生气，
我很怕别人误会了我的意思，
我不喜欢被误会，
可是，
我更怕别人生气

也许，
我该学着如何简单化

如果能够回到过去

2009-12-07T05:45:00.000-08:00

我想我们曾经都被问过这个问题吧！
如果真的有时光机，
如果真的有任意门，
我会毫不犹疑地使用它们，
回到我想要的过去...

我想回到小时候，
无忧无虑地过活，
单纯的笑容，
单纯的心，
最纯朴也最真的童年...

我也想回到中学时期，
每一天到学校上课的时候，
真的好开心！
嬉笑打闹，
哼哼唱唱，
毕竟我们都还没被渲染，
还不晓得社会的残酷...

除了童年时期，
我想最无忧无虑的时候就是参加国民服务的时候，
虽然要离开家人和朋友，
到一个陌生的环境，
隔绝了外面的一切，
但是，我也因此认识了更多的朋友，
那三个月的时间真的让我获得了很多...

也许我们都很想回到过去，
也许我们都很怀念过去一切的美好，
但，正因为那些过去，
而丰富了我们的人生...

既然我们无法回到过去，
那只好使用心里的时光机回忆过去吧！
活在当下，
享受人生，
并珍惜身边的一切...

"oleo"

2009-12-01T09:39:00.000-08:00

I am feeling a bit lost after leaving from uni...
I tell myself that i don't want to commit to be a full time teacher,
i wanna do something else...
but, sometimes we have to be more realistic...
Teaching is one of the stable income to support my financial,
i am traveling music centers to teach,
hunting for job eagerly...
i wish to involve in event thingy, but i know if i am committing full time in event,
i will be no time for teaching...
money issue is something that so sensitive,
i didn't mean to make big money at this moment but at least,
i will be able to "rare" myself...
people tend to lost once in a while,
i told my friend that it's normal to get lost,
as long as you know that u will be getting back to the path...

Hunting for job now,
whether there are people looking for piano teacher, call me,
whether there are people looking for singer, call me,
whether there are people looking for part time event worker, call me,
call me call me!!! haha.. =)

Something meaningful to share...

2009-11-04T01:45:00.001-08:00

刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一

个非常精致的玻璃瓶，对他说道：“亲爱的，3个月内，你让我每哭一次，我就往里面加一滴水，代表我的眼泪。要是它满了，我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”

男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”

女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”
“那好吧，抱～！”

两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。

男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。

他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”

男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”

“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”

女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”
沉默。
长久的沉默。
还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”
气氛有点尴尬。

本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。

他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。

“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧

他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。

“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。

“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”

“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”

“……”女人楞了

“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”

女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。

“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”

女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜

后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！

原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！

Feeling...

2009-11-02T08:23:00.001-08:00

I've done with my 2nd battle,
lots of wishes from friends who couldn't make it,
thanks guys,
wishes from u guys mean a lot to me...^^

Friends who came,
thanks for support,
really touching...
your attendance means a lot...

My Family,
people who love me always,
never leave me,
maybe our family is that kind of family
who not showing love by words,
but, i knew that we love each other...

My sista,
both of you are just more than a friend to me,
i treated u as part of my family,
i knew that i might be bad temper,
but both of u always bear with me,
it's my pleasure to have u two around...

My dear,
Thanks for pulling me with the words,
It might sounds a bit harsh,
but i knew that it's so true,
thanks for bearing with my bad temper...

Going for the 2nd Battle

2009-10-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

I'm going for the 2nd Battle,
I will try to enjoy on stage,
I will try my best to perform it well,
No matter what's the result in the end,
at least i knew that I've improved from the 1st Battle...

Mom,
I knew that u are kinda worried of me,
afraid that i m too stress,
I am fine
I will get through of it...

Friends,
Thanks for your support,
Life is just wonderful with u guys.. ^^

Last but not least,
U are not to be forgotten,
my dear,
Thanks,
You gave me strength to carry on ~ <3

Words just can't express how i feel now,
I'm a little bit nervous,
a little bit of stress,
but, i will try my best...

It's not a good day....

2009-10-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

The day turns out quite badly....
Things just not getting to the right path,
And, I am getting so so frustrated...
Can i make it this time???
I doubted, but, I just wanna make it through...

I wish that I can have a listener
I wish that someone is there to tell me that everything will be fine
I wish that I can have a shoulder to lean
I wish that someone could put a smile on my face
I wish that I am injected with happy liquid
I wish that someone can cheers me up

I wish that I can be a guy at this moment
because girls will demand when they are moody
At least i can remain silence
throw away my phone
get lost and just
DISAPPEAR.....

Smile =)

2009-10-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

Sometimes life gets a bit hard,

Sometimes things get a bit complicated,

Sometimes we are struggling,

Sometimes we are falling,

Sometimes we are lost-ing in the middle of no where,

Sometimes we are overloaded,

Sometimes we are too free,

Sometimes we are smiling,

Sometimes we are crying,

Sometimes we are arguing,

Sometimes we forget to smile,

Sometimes we forget to cry,

Sometimes we forget that it's blissful to be simple,

No matter what it is,

I'll still smiling,

As the first day u saw me,

And,

I put a smile on my face,

It will never fade away...

2009-10-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

Can you put a smile on my face?

A letter for myself...

2009-10-08T09:05:00.001-07:00

Dearest PS,

I will give you a warm hug

I will tell you a bedtime story tonight

I will wipe off your tears

I will give you strength to carry on

I am having faith with you that you can make it

I will put on a smile on your face

I will be the great listener for you

I will help you to get through every obstacles

I am always with you in your lifetime

Not to be forgotten,

I am loving you always

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From,
Me

Nothing's gonna change my LOVE for you

2009-10-04T20:35:00.000-07:00

Honestly, i don't have a big crash on this song, until i heard the version of Khalil Fong. It's simple yet nice. *my heart is melted* of course the lyrics itself beautified this song. Check it out... =) it's good to dedicate this song to those who u loved.

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

2009-10-04T02:55:00.000-07:00

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，不能独立又不想依赖，挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！
而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候；

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，
而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂；
二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；
二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；
二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；
二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；
二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望
而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；

女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！！！
女孩只要陪他走过，女孩会永远幸福下去~~~

当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，请男孩不要烦恼女孩，因为她们有道理这样，我们没理由烦恼，我们要做的就是很理解很理解，保护好这位天使，等我们到了30岁，正当我们最美丽的时候，也请你不要放开这位曾经的天使！！！二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩.
当他们三十多岁的时候,事业有成,成熟稳重.
开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,但不再年轻的女人.
有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话,但也是个事实.
有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.
男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的.

Something meaningful to share...

2009-09-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

Something meaningful to share... hope u enjoy reading it^^

不是每一句“对不起”，都能换来一句“没关系”。

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是

满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后

闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上

前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给

你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自

成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为

止，直到长大后，也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩

着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依

旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自

行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不

起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点

头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月

都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女

孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战

持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都

因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她

在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡

梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不

起，嫁给我好吗？” 于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太

太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回

一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩

问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像

以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭

泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种

味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都

是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会

去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很

久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以

说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我

太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了

她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次

去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细

的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公

走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈

夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男

孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱

的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女

孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾

男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还

是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无

心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋

友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一

等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里

躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到

你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了

离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你

烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不

会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自

己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得

遍地麟伤。

离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉

女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——

是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那

一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心

爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出

对不起......

多陪陪该珍惜的。生命诚可贵，有情价更高。

看了有什麽感觸嗎?

心疼?

傷心?

My Dearest September - Part III

2009-09-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

Here comes the third celebration with my lovely ex-colleagues, get to know them during my internship.. They are lovely and friendly.. well, when i first enter the company, none of them are talking to me, so i m as quiet as can be, weeks later, we started to talk more and teasing around... It's really great to know u guys and i miss those sweet and bitter memories at Cameron.. Thanks for celebrating with me and the lovely presents.. ^^ Sadly that we didn't get to capture a group photo... So, i will just post up our photos tat we capture at Cameron Highlands..

Thanks for Everything, Thanks for taking care of me throughout the whole internship...Really nice to meet u all.. we will hang out more often..ok? Enjoy working with u guys... Love... <3

My Dearest September - Part II

2009-09-24T07:39:00.000-07:00

The Second Celebration falls on 09-09-09, and obviously i am celebrating with the precious one, so every of my friends dare not date me out on today... Finally, we decided to go to Genting for the celebration... Dear, We will make it for the fireworks next time, ok? Cooling air in genting, quite differ from KL which is so stuffy and hot... Having dinner in a Vietnam Restaurant, Walking around, have a ride at the (hmm, dunno what should it called), went into casino for the first time, should have bet for rounds, but, we decided not to do so.. It's a chilling and lovely night..Because i m getting along with the lovely one...

I'm with u at that moment...

Thanks for the roses my dear (now i know that why are u not buying me roses)

Thanks my dear, Thanks for dedicating me the love song, Thanks for being there with me throughout all the celebration, Thanks for folding me roses that really spend u long time to do it, Thanks for your sincere gift... you're always the precious one.. we are together at this meaningful day (09-09-09，it will be once in a life time)...
Some photos might be deleted accidentally but those precious memories are always on my mind...forever and ever... Love~ <3

My Dearest September - Part I

2009-09-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

It's a bit late to update my birthday celebration. It's a special birthday as the date itself is so nice ( 09. 09. 09 )Special Thanks to all of my friends ( Shin-e, Wai Foong, May Lee & Bf, Evelyn & Bf, Jason, Keith, Jien Hau, Yik Hong, Zhi Jian, and not to forget the important one Mr. Chan ) you guys lighten up my birthday.. Here comes the first celebration with all of my friends in the neway KTV... Thanks to the organizers ->Shin-e and Jien Hau, It's indeed a good idea for most of us, but it becomes Chan's Concert in the end... let's the photos be the story teller

All Of us...

My girls

Babu Shin-E ( I feel great to know u... )

The love one with a bouquet of everlasting roses <3

Lots of photos are taken during the celebration, I am feeling thankful and grateful of everything i had. I am always the luckiest girl around, tons of love and care from friends, family and even the love one... Some of my friends couldn't make it to the celebration but they did called me from oversea, So touching... :'( Rachel calls me from Singapore and as well as Wei Kheng purposely calls me from US.. Thanks for the birthday wishes... too many of u... I love you all, My dear Friends...

A letter for September...

2009-09-06T18:11:00.000-07:00

My dear September,

Finally u are here, the month that i am longing all the time... this year is a little bit special... 09-09-2009, What a lovely date!! Although i am a bit sick on the first day, although there might be gloomy, but, i am always happy on this September as September is always beautiful for me...stay a bit longer my Dear September... Wishing all the September's babies happy birthday... *winks* Let's Party...

HOLIDAYS...

2009-08-20T18:13:00.000-07:00

i just finished my internship last Friday, right after the internship, i went back to my hometown.... it's good to be at home, meeting old friends, having healthy lifestyle that i wouldn't have it at KL... get to bed early, wake up early in the morning, having breakfast together with parents before they go out for work... i can really feel that they are being so lonely when me n my brother weren't around...

time really flies, three months of internship ended up like tat... somehow, i felt grateful that i get to know a bunch of good friends... They are really great and fun to be with... having great fun in the office as well... joking around, teasing each others... we must go to sing k again, shopping, high-tea...haha..^^

After coming back to Seremban, i've missed out some outings with friends at kl...felt sorry that i couldn't make it to celebrate chii ye's birthday but i will replace it...and couldn't get to attend friends' graduation performance..sigh.. :(

of course, didn't get to meet my dearest dear as he is really busy with studies... counting down to next tuesday... tick-tock-tick-tock... *winks* i will see u soon <3

Appreciation....

2009-08-04T05:28:00.000-07:00

life is fragile
appreciate things around you
love from your family
love from your friends
love from your soul mate
no one is meant to give their love to you
they do so because they care, they love you

Sometimes we tend to get into argument
waiting for him/her to say sorry
but why should we wasting our time in an argument?
we should have do things which more meaningful than that
"sorry" is not an hard word to say

Sometimes we giving excuses that we are busy
we got no time to go home to have meals with parents
but parents never give us excuses like they have no time for us
they are lonely at home
they just wish to see their children
they didn't ask for more things than that

Sometimes you forgot about the existence of friends
but they never blame you for that
whenever you need them
they are always there for you to share your happiness/sadness

So
learn the word A-P-P-R-E-C-I-A-T-E
maybe you are shy to say "I Love You" to those who u love
but always appreciate things that they did for you
cherish every moment u being with them
live life to the fullest

Cameron Highlands

2009-07-29T23:21:00.000-07:00

well...i've never been to Cameron Highlands more than 10 years...due to my internship, the event that we are organizing falls on Cameron Highlands, so, i would take this great opportunity to visit to Cameron Highlands.... The 3 days 2 nights of "Highlands Harmonica Festival 2009" is running successfully...it's our first time of organizing an international event... there are still rooms to improve... ^^ next year would be better.... The process of preparing for the event is too long...and i can't express it with my words...but, those memories will always on my mind... last but not least, i get to know a bunch of nice friends... They are friendly and lovely... *thumbs up*

group photo
Girls

Apart from that, special thanks to my dearest dear and jason, jien hau and zhi hung who purposely come for the concert.... a long journey from KL to Cameron Highlands.. though i didn't join u guys for the first day, but, we are having tons of fun on the tea farm..right??? i can't deny that the boh plantation is really nice..nice scenery..nice people...everything is so nice....*thumbs up again*

* 5 of us*

YMCA

cute baby

simply like this photo

I won't last a day without you....

2009-07-23T03:31:00.000-07:00

Day after day I must face a world of strangers
Where I don't belong, I'm not that strong
It's nice to know that there's someone I can turn to
Who will always care, you're always there

When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you

So many times when the city seems to be without a friendly face
A lonely place
It's nice to know that you'll be there if I need you

And you'll always smile, it's all worthwhile

When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you

Touch me and I end up singing
Troubles seem to up and disappear
You touch me with the love you're bringing
I can't really lose when you're near

If all my friends have forgotten half their promises
They're not unkind, just hard to find
One look at you and I know that I could learn to live

Without the rest, I found the best

When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you

When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you

i m BACK~~~

2009-07-09T09:41:00.000-07:00

*winks* *winks* *winks*

I AM BACK FROM cameron highlands....

I miss you so badly

countdown-ing

tick tock tick tock

gonna see u soon

my dear <3

I HATE U!!!!!!

2009-07-01T23:16:00.000-07:00

i plan to sleep earlier last night...so, i put myself on bed around 11pm... half an hour later, my roommate gets a call from her friend telling her tat my car was bang by people... so i just went down and found out what's happening... well, my car was senget..(senget meaning my car was not in the same position as i park on the parking lots earlier on) and the left behind of my bumper was kemek.... according to the guard of my condo, he said that a blacky bangs my car and ran off.. luckily, they did memories the car plate number... well, we took few pictures on my car....actually there is another car kena as well but my car is much more serious.... went to report to polis around 12 sth in the midnight... went to pudu police station but then they ask us to go to another police station at petaling street... so we just report...this and that..finishing all the stuffs around 2am... Special thanks to yeng dai who drives me to the police station while he is having class on 8am the next day... so do my housemates - karen and Steph... =) honestly, i m damn angry with the guy who bangs my car n just ran off... if my car is fine in condition, u ran off, i m still ok, but then my bumper is kemek... n u just ran off like tat... u better watch out.. the police will trace u!!!!!!!! damn it..!!!!!!!!!!!!! i felt grateful as i m not in the car that moment.... 破财挡灾!!!!!

2009-06-29T21:41:00.000-07:00

happy 25th... ^^

2009-06-24T20:43:00.000-07:00

having fate with the date of 25th...

happy 25th..... ^^

P.S. I Love You....

2009-06-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

把最美的風景收進你的心中

我想要成為你的手

好讓我從現在到以後

佔有你溫柔一刻不放過

恨不得把明天沒收

讓你永遠不會變動

專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留

我愛你就到最後

有些人值得等候

有些悲傷值得忍受

我愛你不是衝動

生命盡頭反正一場空

只要你記得我們那麼愛過

我要替你收集笑容

怕未來快樂變得貴重

要是少了我你有多寂寞

恨不得把明天沒收

讓你永遠不會變動

專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留

我愛你就到最後

有些人值得等候

有些悲傷值得忍受

我愛你不是衝動

生命盡頭反正一場空

只要你記得我們那麼愛過

太陽不會放棄天空

哪怕你不再屬於我

我會在不同的窗口給你擁抱

我愛你沒有保留

我愛你就到最後

有些人值得等候

有些悲傷值得忍受

我愛你不是衝動

生命盡頭反正一場空

只要你記得我們那麼愛過

我忘不掉你第一次吻我

Where can i re-gain my confident??

2009-06-19T00:30:00.000-07:00

I am not a girl who full of confident, but at least i won't be so lack of confident like now... i used to be a very lucky girl... and i m always full of confident with my strength point, like playing piano and dancing... because i knew that i can cope it well.... but, just today i found out that, i m so scare of playing piano...i felt more nervous than i played on my graduation.. failure makes people lost out lots of confident...right??? i wanna re-gain my confident.... where can i get it????

update of my current life...

2009-06-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

hmm..didn't update my blog for 2 weeks...well, nothing much to say actually... i'm busy of my internship....working from monday till friday... i wish that i can have more time for myself, i wish that i can go out shopping, at least "window shopping", i will be satisfied too..reaching home at 8 something everyday, it's really not much time to have some other activities... and u are totally out of strength too... but, my colleagues are nice n fun... :P i went back hometown every weekend to have some family gatherings and hang out with friends... family, relationship and friendship can't be neglected no matter how busy you are.... i wish to go for movies in the cinema, i wish to hang out with friends after work, i wish to hang out with my dear more..... it seems a little bored and normal of my current lifestyle...but, i've learned a lot during my working time, at least something out of music career... well, every working people is longing for the weekend to come and everyone feels that monday is so blue.... i knew it so well now... haha.... :P i m longing of the holidays after my internship, by that time, i would like to travel around n have funs..... *winks*
I M FINE...even though i didn't update my blog...the reason of not updating just because i got nothing special to share lately.... take care people, the weather is super duper bad...drink more water... ^_^

sick......

2009-05-26T22:26:00.000-07:00

oouuuccchhhh!!! the weather is super bad....
and i m having flu because of that....
so, i took leave for two days...
resting at home...not much to do at home...
sleep.....sleeeppp....and sssslllleeeppppp!!!
and being the consequence of getting sick, i m good in cooking "mian xian"...
i m lazy to drive out to da bao....n no one da bao for me.....
so,i have to cook myself...
i miss home all of a sudden...
at least there will be someone to take care of me at home..
i don't need to wake myself up to cook meals..
but, i m studying at KL, so, have to take care of myself....
the medicine is so so so bitter!!!
go away from me plsss... Mr. Flu..
don't love me that much!!!

思念客运

2009-05-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

“我们从回忆出发

沿着遗憾一直走到青春

左转往事到达纪念日

接着会经过失落和舍得

然后

从懂事离开

上行珍惜公路

直达沧海桑田

我们要追逐祝福的潮水

一起往温柔前进

最后

抵达目的地”

人啊

总是在失去以后才懂得珍惜

总以为别人的付出是理所当然的

没有人

是注定要为你而付出

所以

别忽视了这一切

Longing For the Day.....

2009-05-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

Longing for the day to come.....

09-09-2009

once in a life time.....

i wish that i could celebrate my birthday meaningfully.... =)

2009-05-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

眼泪都是我的体会

成长的滋味

i felt thanksful....

2009-05-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

i felt thanksful because of
all of you.............

hoping for good things.... =)

2009-05-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

things turn bad lately, having problem with the internship...it's really headache of that.... we can't do anything but just waiting... *praying hard* that it goes smooth.... result going to release soon, but i am not prepared to face it.... please inject some *happy mood* liquid into my body.... i wanna laugh out loud and i wanna throw the troubles away....

Randomly......

2009-04-29T17:54:00.001-07:00

she doesn't wanna take photo with me (Me & Ally)

smiling happily... (Me & Hao Kit)

The very first student in the morning (Me & Jia Jia)

(Han Qian, Me, Hong Hong)

Me & the two little sweety....

finally we make it to sing k ...coco...

The two Pretties...

Me and Eng Hwei (a very nice girl)

well, i've did a lot of things during the holidays.. firstly, i've resigned from a piano center.. and those pictures were taken on the last day of working.. they are adorable, ain't they?? miss them heaps...
And the following pictures were taken during outing with friends..i've met few of my friends during the semester break...
and now, i m switching to the working mode...
spending most of the time on working....
that's life after graduate i guess... =)

Entertainment after graduation

2009-04-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

movie time
*smile*
telling the story of coconut...

Entertainments after graduation... last sunday, i went to jogoya with dear, jason and jason's friend... well, i think the dinner for jogoya wasn't that good compare to the lunch... i think the choices of food are lesser during dinner time.... after eating for hours, we decided to go to pavillion... someone decided to watch movie, so, we went to buy tickets for "Fast & Furious 4".... didn't get to watch movie for two months.... finally, i get some entertainments after graduation... it's free and relax... *winks* longing for more entertainments before i started my internship on may...

free like a bird....

2009-04-17T09:37:00.000-07:00

hhhhhhhhuuuuurrrraaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I AM AS FREE AS A BIRD NOW!!!!!!! so so happy..... finally, i'm done with my graduation recital... i m not feeling scare at all... but, i just can't focus well as i keep thinking that i m so hungry during that time... but my first song and fourth song not that good... i got mistakes everywhere.... but, never mind, i should enjoy my holidays before i started my internship.....worrying of my result too..... ok, let's just mention some happy things.. my parents and grandparets and few of my friends came to watch the graduation recital... felt so happy of that..... thank you... but, i just never thought that my dearest fatty will come too, i thought he can't take leave... thanks my dear, so sweet of you...never thought that u will be here for my last recital.... thanks for the bonquet of bears...haha!!! waiting for the jogoya trip...haha!!
oh, just now hang out with few of my friends, having fun with them... the sound of laughter surrouding us... i m so tired right now, have to drive back to seremban early morning... going to sleep..... happy but tired...!!!!!!

tomorrow....

2009-04-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

my graduation will be starting in not more than 24 hours... i didn't practice much when i get back from college this evening... i wish that i could really make it for tomorrow.. i wish that everything will be going smoothly.... god bless... i m quite scare now... i suppose to calm myself... just play like i m practicing at home... i should just play it out... since i've been practicing for so long... *giving confident to myself* wish myself good luck... i want a good show... i want to impress people.... i wish i could... it's time for me to go to bed... goodnight...!!! all the best for tomorrow... thanks to fatty to give me strength always.... muakzz...

2 days = 48 hours

2009-04-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

haha..countdown-ing again.... i was so blur this morning as i m having aural final exam.. i thought tat 10am is the dictation part n 2pm is the practical part..mana tahu, i mix up...haiz..so blur of me... the practical part was ok..the dictation part was badly done... and now i should focus on my graduation performance... went out for jamming just now, evything is fine.. hopefully it will be fine on that day too... so tired now.... just finished writing the cover of my program notes... missing my bed, missing my fatty bear, missing my brownie, missing everyone, missing my dearest dear..... two more days, just two more days, stay strong, after that, i can go to anywhere and i can do anything that i wanted to do.... friends are leaving msg to me in msn to cheer and support me, thanks to all of my dear friends, i knew some of u couldn't make it, but, your encouragement means a lot to me... *touched* i am about to sleep..have a sweet night... ^_^

3 more daysss = 72 hours

2009-04-14T08:01:00.001-07:00

3 more daysss = 72 hours... actually, it will be lesser than that...i am countdown-ing everyday... just now my mom called me up, and she said:" don't be so tense, just try your best, don't stay up late, i see u practice hard at home, and u seems fine"...felt so touched when i hear that... but, mom, for the examiners, my standard might be not good... herrmm..... time is slipping away... i am having ear training exam tomorrow, honestly, i didn't practice very hard on ear training, i just keep practicing piano only... i've actually practiced those exercises before, but still have to run through it.. i am so so tired now.... i felt that i become so abnormal lately, and my dearest dear becomes the victim... sorry and thanks dear ....=) tic toc tic toc, i am about to off to bed, goodnight..... tomorrow will be another brand new day......

4 more daysss......

2009-04-13T00:50:00.000-07:00

well, four more days = 96 hours... 17th of April, it's the date for my graduation performance... i felt that my heart beating faster when the day is approaching ... getting bad in controlling my emotion... wake up in the morning, practice...eat...practice....rest...practice....it's bored but what to do... i m not confident with my songs... i admit that i m not a good player.. but i tried my best to fix my mistakes... record down the tune that i played, playback n listen to those mistakes... that's the only thing that i can do to make myself improve... and Mr. Metronome becomes my dearest friend lately, it keeps me in a steady tempo...my improvisation is not the best, but, i tried my best to make it sounds tuneful.... surprisingly, my grandparents and my parents are coming for my graduation performance and also my friends... of course i do wish people to come n support me, but, i felt tense too, what if i can't play well??? i felt that there are tons of heavy stones fall on my shoulders.. felt like escaping but we just have to face the fact..right??? never mind, i will try my very best to perform well, after that, i will be free.... all the best to myself...no matter how, just try the very best to perform it well..... give me strength to carry on my dear friends....

眼神

2009-04-06T09:41:00.000-07:00

被现实推挤梦想会变形
执着让人觉得好吃力
我只是看着你了解的神情
微笑扬起又能继续

有时候爱是一种眼神
赶走所有苦闷
是你让我记得自己不是一个人
有你在什么都有可能
因为彼此信任真的爱情不需要保证

你从不劝我
别逆风飞行
牵手陪我

有时候爱是一种眼神
赶走所有苦闷
是你让我记得自己不是一个人
有你在什么都有可能
因为彼此信任真的爱情不需要保证

T.O.L.E.R.A.T.E

2009-04-05T05:36:00.000-07:00

i saw an old couple arguing n it makes me think tat, "they've been together for years,how come they can still argue?" they should be lovely and sitting on the park with their hands holding.. each of us are having different personalities, and it makes us unique.. we could get unhappy with family, friends or even the one that you loved... we can't avoid from argument, because we have our own thinking...but, would you say sorry to the person after the argument??when an argument occurs, ppl just tend to be the winner in the fight, but, even though u've won, u won't be happy too, because u hurt the one that u care... so, would u take a move first and apologize??? we should learn a word from the dictionary --> "T.O.L.E.R.A.T.E".... if you are in an argument, calm down urself and say sorry no matter u are right or wrong... don't hurt the one that u care as u wouldn't know how sad is he or she... cheerrrzzz =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ....

2009-04-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

my face so so chubby...
i made the chesse cake^_^

the cake tastes nice!!!!

happy 22nd birthday to my dearest dear....
wishing u happy and healthy always..
i hope tat you will like the presents...
your birthday always crash with your exam....
so, couldn't really celebrate with you...
but, this year is better i guess!!!
with the co-operation from Mr. Jien Hau and Mr. Jason
everything going smoothly... (THANKS)
now i would like to dedicate a famous song for u....
here it goes .....

" i love you, you love me,we are happy family,

with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you,
tell me now tat u love me too.... "

hohoho, happy birthday!!! =)

bring me to....

2009-03-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

i wanna go to the beach

bring me there

i wanna pick up the shells

i wanna count the stars

i wanna walk on the sand

and left my footprints there

i wanna see the sunrise and sunset

love pollution....

2009-03-26T08:04:00.001-07:00

we don't encourage air pollution, sound pollution and water pollution... but, we do encourage of love pollution...so, let's spread the "LOVE" around.... *spreading*

你是答案

2009-03-25T07:28:00.000-07:00

如果时间忘了旋转

谁用春光让冬夜温暖

如果星星不那么灿烂

谁还会向她许愿期待她陪伴

如果今天泪光闪闪

谁让明天值得我乐观

如果怕风少了安全感

谁把我放在宇宙中心宠爱

而你是我的答案最确定的答案

像走在一条花开的路不会错过美满

缘分转几个弯证明我们不会走散

学会用眼神牵手那才浪漫

你是我的答案不变的答案

有了自己的天使做什么都显得勇敢

顺着梦的沿岸只有收获没有遗憾

被握着手心看的未来永远蔚蓝

而你是我的答案不变的答案

Rojak kind of feeling....

2009-03-21T07:18:00.000-07:00

well, i think i am kinda funny....
i don't wish that people will attend my grad...
because i think i couldn't play well...
but deep inside my heart, how i wish people support me..
i wish that my family will come...
i wish that you will come...
i wish that my friends will come...
but end up, i know none of them are coming...
maybe i shall think from another side, since i can't play so well...
i really don't wish them to see me playing...

Nerdy look.... @_@

2009-03-18T19:36:00.000-07:00

Thanks pui kuan for the jersey!!!!

I am nerd enough......

haha........ =)

Stuck in no where....

2009-03-16T02:36:00.000-07:00

i have no idea how to go on with my songs....
sitting on the piano, practicing the same 5 songs...
n yet, i think i gain nothing from the practice.....
i wanna think out of the box...
i wanna play out of the box......
one month time left.....
please bring me for a tour....
out of the box....
there's once, in my dream,
i can improvise very well...
when i woke up from the dream, my solo still sucks enough....

Smile.... =)

2009-03-12T23:26:00.000-07:00

人生
难免会遇到不愉快的事情
难免会被一些事情压得喘不过气来
难免会因为一些事情而生气

也许你不曾发现
你因为这些事情而变得不开心
因为这些事情你失去了笑容

当你不开心的时候
身边的人也为你难过
想为你做些什么
却发现我什么也做不了

we might face some problems in our life,
don't let those obstacles beat us down,
sunny days will come to you soon....
hopefully you are happy always...
you look better in smiley face =)
my dear.....
* i promise you, i'm always there when ur heart fill with sorrow and despair*

Cheerrzzz..........

2009-03-11T09:30:00.000-07:00

Cheerrzz my dear....

no matter how, i will always be there to share your happiness and sadness....

i wish that u are always happy..... :)

tomorrow will be a brand new day.....

love.......

L.O.V.E

2009-03-10T10:15:00.000-07:00

i felt loved... =)

goodnight to myself.....

tomorrow will be a better day....

i need a bedtime story.......

once upon a time.....

Quote from Brad Pitt

2009-03-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

i bought a magazine - "cleo" this evening... flipping every pages n look through it...
i saw a quote from Brad Pitt accidentally... he said :" I don't want to waste time being angry at someone i love".. i think it's quite meaningful.. Sometimes when we get angry, we will quarrel.. but we forgot that argument can't solve any problems, and it just makes us hurting each other.. i don't like to quarrel..i don't really get into argument before (except for my family..:P) quarreling is an activity which we lost lots of energy and end up we gain nothing from it.. so, when u are really angry, calm down yourself first before u start the argument and start to think of the problems from different aspects... u will have different thought of it... don't waste your time on arguing...there's always something better than arguing... appreciate and cherish on things that u had.... =)

2009-03-04T19:37:00.000-08:00

I miss you... ^_^

(whoever that miss me)

2009-03-03T07:00:00.000-08:00

我承认我也有点情绪...

Gathering......

2009-03-02T06:46:00.000-08:00

I get to know some of the good friends from UCSI... Terence, Carolyn, Yeng dai,and Ah duk...
We get to know each other when we are still taking the foundation... we are from different courses as well... we are having some fun and great moments in the past few years.. As times go by, we can hardly meet up.. So, we decided to have dinner together... this plan keeps delaying due to many reason... Finally, we get to make it for the dinner today..... at first they decided to have Thai Food at pj, but, i am not feeling well...so, it ends up we go to eat sushi at damansara... We talk a lots, talk about our recent life, about our relationships, share our happy things n funny stuffs... the sound of laughter surrounding us and never stop.... I think most of us not changing and still remain the same.... we still care of each other... BUT, the dinner cost us RM 240++..... haha....!! let's hang out more my friends... i can imagine that we could hardly get to meet after we graduate from UCSI... so, we have to appreciate every moment.... it's a fun night... =) enjoy a lots..... best luck to u guys in everything... goodnight..... ^_^

Memories......

2009-03-01T04:53:00.000-08:00

I used to take ktm last time when i didn't drive to KL....
Due to something, i have to take KTM this week....
It's still that crowded, the air-conditioner is freaking cold, i m freezing... =)
I like to put on mp3 along the journey, listening songs.. It's a "MUST"...
else, i will be so boring....
so, i did the same thing for today...
and i just look around, there are so many people listening songs too..
it makes me feel interested of the songs that they are listening... (so gehpoh)
actually i m just thinking whether they will recall back any memories when they are listening songs.... for me, i will...
i always drop into some parts of my memories when i m listening songs...
life is full of memories...... ^_^
i wanna mention something out of the topic...
i've fell sick since last thurs...i just wanna get well soon...
flu please goes away from me...i hate medicines....
i wan back the healthy body....

p/s : song for the day, i would like to recommend a song from Elton John...the title is " your song"... it's a lovely song.....

A cute doctor......

2009-02-26T02:37:00.000-08:00

not feeling well this morning...
I didn't go to work... but have to present MC to the company..
i have to go for clinic....
the doctor said i got slightly fever.... sore throat...
and after he finished checking, he asked :" do u smoke?"
gosh, i don't know what make him thinks that??!!! >.<'''
I'm having another part of aural exam tomorrow morning (singing part)...
hopefully my throat will be better, i don't wanna screw up the paper....
God bless me.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Best of luck to myself .... :P

p/s : it's time for song of the day... i would like to recommend a song from Mr. Melody from Natalie Cole... it's a nice song!!!

Things that i wanna do so badly....

2009-02-25T06:20:00.000-08:00

I wanna sing k..... (didn't sing for months already)

I wanna diet.... (i m fat now...!!)

I wanna play badminton every week... (else zhi jian will say that i didn't improve)

I wanna meet fatty.....

I wanna meet up with ying jia san jie mei... (we have to celebrate our anniversary... xoxo)

相遇

2009-02-24T07:34:00.000-08:00

我和你
站在熟悉的街
说再见的那一刻
我们都哭了

回忆就像二轮影片
一幕幕地上演
倒带我们的过去
美好的画面

我相信爱是真的
也相信你是对的
只是我们都不适合

再次相遇
我们都不再躲了
终于能够坦白地说着
当时我们的脆弱

再次相遇
我们都明白了
爱情需要遇到对的人
不管当初爱得多深多认真

(p/s : first lyrics that i've ever wrote for my friend's song and it makes me get to know someone..... :P)

17th of April

2009-02-23T06:15:00.000-08:00

went to college for class this afternoon... I saw a notice accidentally... it is about the day for our graduation recital.... we can choose between 16th or 17th of April, for sure, i am choosing the 17th of April, hopefully i will get the time slot that i wanted... but, it's scheduled on the time between 12pm to 6pm for both day... i think my parents couldn't make it because they have to work and most of my close friends are not staying at KL nowadays. What a sad case! :( but, i think i better don't invite anyone to my graduation recital.. i can't play well and i am not a good performer.... 7 more weeks... i am just chilling during the last few weeks while people are working so hard... have to kick my butt and push myself.... i have set a goal, i wanna pass this graduation recital so much because i wanna leave this college...i don't like this college, though i learn something here... i wanna be free after this, i wanna travel with friends, stay at home, spending my time with my love one... (i'm thinking too far) .... >.<'''

p/s : have u guys ever heard of the song "just the two of us"?? it's a very nice song..i almost forgot that song until i heard on radio that day... ask from me if u guys want the song... highly recommended! *thumb up*

Don't used to.......

2009-02-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

i don't used to be alone... i should say that i don't like to be alone.... i don't like to eat alone, don't like to shop alone...(but, sometimes we have to learn to be alone..right??) due to something, i came back to cheras earlier... my roomate is not coming back today..so i have to be alone...no people to talk to... it's not a good feeling... i didn't talk to people more than 5 hours... gosh.... my mouth going to be rusty.. haha..!!! everyone is busy with their studies... i went down to practice, i cook maggie mee to eat, i walk here n there, i drink water,i chat with friends, but still, i didn't get to open my mouth and talk.... haha....i just wanna open my mouth.. that's the main point...never mind... luckily i still got music to listen to..i still can sing..... considered as opening my mouth too...*winks* but, i still prefer to communicate with human....rather than just singing...... i wish that my table lamp is still functioning so that i don't need to sleep in the dark,in fact, it's not functioning at all.... :'(

Bedtime story........

2009-02-19T07:39:00.000-08:00

I need a bedtime story......

Goodnight to myself.......

tomorrow will be a better day............... :)

Regret......

2009-02-18T01:32:00.000-08:00

last Friday, i went to watch movie with my nan ren. "The curious case of Benjamin button". One of the main character is a girl who loves to dance. And this reminds me of my past. when i was still a little gal, my mom sends me for ballet and piano classes. I started my ballet class at the age of 5 and piano class as well. Honestly, i love ballet more than piano. I love to dance. There's once, i feel like quitting from piano class. But, my piano teacher just advice me not to stop and so, i go on for piano class. As i said, i am always a lucky girl, i pass my ballet exam smoothly with high marks most of the time. I enjoy dancing. I've completed my Grade 8 while I'm 15 years old. So, i continue with my elementary exam. One day, my dad talked to me, he said, would you like to choose between ballet and piano? you are so busy with your studies already. He said, you got a piano in the house, it's kind of waste if you just give up your piano lesson, by the time, i still haven't complete my piano exam. Finally, i make up my mind to stop my ballet lesson. I miss the days i go for ballet classes and the time we perform on stage. when i see someone is dancing ballet on stage, i will still regret of the decision that i've made. But, we can't turn back the time..right?? I will always remember the moment that i dance on the stage. And, I wanna say thanks to my teacher - Ms. Chan for coaching me since i was still a little gal. If i got the chance, i will pick up my ballet shoe and dance again..... ^_^

It is David Benoit's time!!

2009-02-18T01:13:00.000-08:00

I heard about David Benoit's song accidentally this afternoon, the title is "red baron". Wow, i like it. And so, i just listen to all of his songs that i got with me. Of course, i share with my friend. I suppose to write my solo for the grad songs but end up, i sitting in front of the laptop and listen to David Benoit's songs.... *winks* *happy happy* where can i get the whole collection of his albums??? I wanna recommend one of his song that i am in love with, the title of the song is "Christmas time is here".. the harmony is just so nice!!! a peaceful and wondeful song. And, the acapella is excellent... gosh, addicted to the song...anyone who are interested with the songs, can just leave me message in msn... i would like to share with you all.... =)

you're my angel...

2009-02-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

once upon a time

archangel in the sky
made a cover every night

once upon a time
an angel loved me so
it's a miracle in the snow
my heart won't be cold

my dear
you are my angel
tell me what u know
something should be told

my dear
you are my angel
tell me where you go
i will prance behind your flow

once upon a time
my angel gives me life

That's Blissful....

2009-02-16T06:52:00.000-08:00

总忘了能够牵手多么难得

Happy Valentine's Day...

2009-02-13T09:41:00.001-08:00

someone is busy reading.... @_@

round face ^_^

smile =)

Dessert from pancake house...

Happy Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends... whether u are single or double...hehe.. :)
Happy Valentine's Day to my Dearest Dear too... :P
Thanks for bringing me for meals... bringing me to look out point (but it's too crowded, so we just passby)... sorry that make u drive until so tire...
of course, i want to say Thanks for the gift too... :)
finally i can change my old purse... *winks*
hopefully, the presents that i get for you are not too bad for you...
but if it's really bad, u have to pretend that it's so nice in front of me
Thanks for everything that u did to me... :)
started a day with lovely face....
let's smile happily everyone!
and let's say "happy valentine" to your lover, and even your friends...
happy valentine to everyone!!!!
lots of love~

Piano day.........

2009-02-12T05:37:00.000-08:00

what a day to me....
i woke up around 10 something...
and then rush to my classical piano lesson at Bt. jalil until 1.30pm...
then, i went home to rest....
finished working at 6.30pm, i rush back to college for my jazz piano lesson....
finally, i finish my class around 8pm...
after dinner, i got to practice "kaldumisi" again....
gosh, i've been facing the piano for whole day long....
someone please pull me away from piano...or pull the piano away....
i need entertainer.... Entertainer.... ENTERTAINER....!!!!!!!! *scream*

A letter for my friend....

2009-02-11T21:58:00.000-08:00

To my dear friend :

I got to know that u are in a bad mood... If u are reading this, i wish that u are no longer crying. today is a brand new day and brand new life for you.... i know that it's an hard time for u.. but, just look around, we are always be there for u... if he don't cherish you, then just let it be... i believe that there will be someone who appreciate u n cherish u always... in our life, we might meet some others before getting the right one... maybe this is not the ending that you wanted, but, at least you guys having some sweet times too...right?? let's move on... if he does not care about you, just let it be, wipe off your tears and welcome your brand new day with a smiley face... :) we will always be there for you...cheerz cheerz....i can accompany u to shopping, sing k , or meals.... hehe...

love,
peisaan...