It's not a good day....

The day turns out quite badly....
Things just not getting to the right path,
And, I am getting so so frustrated...
Can i make it this time???
I doubted, but, I just wanna make it through...

I wish that I can have a listener
I wish that someone is there to tell me that everything will be fine
I wish that I can have a shoulder to lean
I wish that someone could put a smile on my face
I wish that I am injected with happy liquid
I wish that someone can cheers me up

I wish that I can be a guy at this moment
because girls will demand when they are moody
At least i can remain silence
throw away my phone
get lost and just
DISAPPEAR.....